Sigh

I am really just fed up and angry with myself and in general. Not a good night. I'm irritable and annoyed and angry and depressed all at once. And so stressed I can't stand it. God, I have so much to do, but what am I doing? Going to bed because I can't even wrap my head around a lesson plan or a reflective essay.

When I am up until dawn tomorrow, remind me why I did this. Because I'm afraid I might explode.



It's only October 2nd. The rest of the month is looking real good.



I hate October. Worst month of the year, bar none. Grargh.