Rabid fangirl, here

Well, crap. There's the nail in MY coffin.

I am officially a fangirl. Of the rapid pulse, squeeing loudly, obsessive variety. Leik OMGWTFBBQHOTTNESSWOAH!!!!!eleventyone!!!

Yes, that bad.

I shamelessly fangirl Anthony Rapp. And Mark. (There is a vital and distinct difference. I pride myself on this difference.) And Collins. And Angel.

And most of all, Rent.

::sigh::

I should not be surprised. Really. Rent was a huge part of my life (and friendships) through high school, why not college too?

But this Anthony Rapp obsession is just... oh. I haven't really gone crazy over an actor since I was little and obsessed with Joshua Jackson and Elijah Wood. And I was obsessed because of Mighty Ducks and North, not Dawson's Creek and Lord of the Rings. (In fact, I told my boss who Elijah Wood was when I was helping him put up posters of LotR at the bookstore I worked at. Very excitedly told him.)

Also, watched Rent with commentary today and I LOVED it. Oh so much. It did not help my fangirling, but there you are.

And Without You is one of the most amazing books I have ever read. And I say that with all honesty and as someone who reads a lot.

And even disregarding my fangirling... Yeah. Completely awesome book. The man can sing, dance, act AND write? Seriously now. The fact that he's sexy doesn't hurt at ALL.

Anyway. Done gushing. (Not really, but Theanna's getting enough of that in IM right now. ;) No need to repeat myself.)


So. I want some good fic. Like... yeah. It's unlikely, but I'd like it.

::sigh:: Oo, you know, someone else's POV re: Mark would be cool. Something ala "Tea and Sympathy" by saudades over at ff.net. (Too lazy to pull up link. Heh.)

Also, something with Mark and Roger as best friends but not in love or with unresolved sexual tension or any slashy undertones. Really. I'd like that.

Fandom, I challenge you: Let Mark and Roger be Just Friends. For me? For one fic? ::sigh::


(Some are good, but really stupid. >.< Oi.)


Feeling nicely toward Roger tonight, which is a nice change.


I should find my Roger muse. Because my Mark muse has inhabited my head permanently, I think. Not complaining at all, but there you go.

Sometimes if you don't find what you want, you have to do it yourself. =P



(The banter between Anthony Rapp and Adam Pascal in the commentary is SO fun, as a btb.)