My Last Thursday at UMF....

[lady_sarai]

::sigh::

So, my last Thursday of college. =\

Last Thirsty Thursday, last Girls' Night, last Senior Social...

Heck, FIRST Senior Social. We've never gone to one.

Well. It was... interesting.

Had a very good strawberry margarita, and there was a DJ and LOUD music.

It's amazing how FEW seniors I actually know, in the grand scheme of things. Heh.

Marching Practice was nice, though, because I DO know the majority of people in my major and it was nice seeing them all. Sadly, Steph and I don't get to sit near one another, as she is Early Childhood and I'm Elementary and they are separating the Education majors. Plus side, sitting with Tina.

I have this irrational thing where when I'm in crowds of people, if I can't SEE a path OUT of the crowd, I begin freaking out.

If random people are close enough to TOUCH me, it's not pretty. It's REALLY not pretty when people are dancing and knocking me around.

Certain people have seen me when I have this reaction. It's like a panic attack, or the beginnings of a berserker rage.

Either way, not pleasant.

So my mood wasn't terrific once the place got crowded. But we played pool and Tina thoroughly kicked my butt. It was fun.

And then it was raining when we left, and we had no jackets, and I stepped directly into a puddle in my Old Navy flip-flop... which are HORRID when wet.





I have a headache and am achy, and will drink lots of water and maybe take a shower before collapsing into bed.

Tomorrow morning, I go visit my sixth graders! Yay! :)

Comments

[aradiachiba.livejournal.com]

I completely understand the crowd anxiety thing. I start hyperventilating when I'm in a crowded room and can't see how to get out. Happens sometimes in packed elevators too. I agree, not fun at all.

[lady-sarai.livejournal.com]

I love you. We're too funny. (I'd hate to be the people who trapped you and I in the back of a room. ;) They'd regret it!)

Happy Graduation, love!! ::snuggles:: I'm so proud of us!!! Can't WAIT to see you!!!